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  Dying for Her:

  A Companion Novel

  Kory M. Shrum

  Copyright © 2015 Kory M. Shrum

  All rights reserved.

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is purely coincidental.

  ISBN-10: 0-9912158-4-2

  ISBN-13: 978-0-9912158-4-3

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  Table of Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Chapter 51

  Chapter 52

  Chapter 53

  Chapter 54

  Chapter 55

  Chapter 56

  Chapter 57

  Chapter 58

  Chapter 59

  Chapter 60

  Chapter 61

  Chapter 62

  Chapter 63

  Chapter 64

  Chapter 65

  Chapter 66

  Chapter 67

  Chapter 68

  Chapter 69

  Chapter 70

  Chapter 71

  Chapter 72

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  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Also by Kory M. Shrum

  Chapter 1

  It should be illegal to tell a man when he will die.

  “Caldwell kills you himself,” Gloria Jackson says.

  In her dank basement, she drops this on me. She’s pivoted her body away from the long metal table used as her work bench, her sketch papers and pencils spread across its cold, metallic surface. She looks up at me from her chair, shows me the picture she’s sketched.

  Like any AMP, an analyst of necromagnetic phenomenon, she is only supposed to know the day of my death, not particulars. But this is a detailed fucking sketch if I’ve ever seen one. In the picture, my Python revolver is pressed to the side of Caldwell’s head. In the background, a 1940s farm house is on fire. Other mysterious shapes pool around us like ghostly spectators. People? Animals? Whatever the hell they are, they send a chill up my spine.

  My eyes fixate on the gun. This .357 magnum tells me everything. It’s my lucky gun. If I were to take that revolver out of the steel box I keep it in, and press it to the side of a man’s head, I would do it believing I was as good as dead.

  When I lower the drawing, I see Jackson’s face. The single yellow bulb swinging overhead makes her cheekbones shine. She waits for me to say something.

  “Jim—” She uses the old familiar nickname. I haven’t heard it in a while. God, if that doesn’t add a sense of severity to the conversation.

  “Gloria,” I reply. In the ten years I’ve known her, I’ve called her by her first name only a few times. The furnace kicks on behind me, rattling awake. The house creaks above us, groaning under the weight of the evening hours.

  She looks away first and lets the yellow pencil fall from her fingers and roll across the table top.

  “I made a green bean casserole,” she says and the metal chair screeches across the concrete as she stands up. “I’ve also got a six pack of Rogue.”

  “Thank God for small mercies,” I say. I’m relieved she’s going to let this lie for now.

  Upstairs, I put a turkey leg on top of a heap of casserole and as promised, Jackson hands me a cold beer. Across from her at the squat card table, I turn the slick amber glass in my hand to read the label. A skeleton perches on a barrel, taking a shit for all I know, wearing what could only be described as a party hat made of someone’s bones.

  I rip at the hot turkey flesh with my teeth and the grease melts on my lips. “Dead Guy Ale,” I read aloud and turn the label face out so Jackson can read it. “How fitting.”

  I burst into a loud laugh and she follows, unable to help herself.

  “Death,” I say, pointing at the little skeleton man. “Shitting on my beer. How fucking true is that right now?”

  We laugh so hard tears rise in our eyes and they blur out Jackson’s squash-colored kitchen. Her little table wobbles between us as we roll in our seats until the laughter dies away.

  I lift the bottle again and Jackson clinks hers against mine. “To the second loneliest holiday,” I say. It is the best toast we have. We are soldiers and have been for a long time. There is no room for a family in this kind of life.

  “It’s been a wild ride,” I say between gulps. Then I set the empty bottle on the table.

  “It sure has been that,” she agrees, inspecting the bones of her devoured bird with dark fingers.

  “I thought I would see it to the end. Sorry I won’t.” It surprises me that I really am sorry about it. I didn’t realize how sorry until I apologized to the one person who’s been in this with me since the beginning and is probably just as exhausted as I am.

  Jackson shakes her head. “Don’t say that.”

  “All right.” I shrug. “I won’t say it, but I’m really sorry to leave you with this shit. The good guys were already in short supply.”

  She looks up then. I think, no need to be a dick to her now. Giving me the news couldn’t be any easier than receiving it. I sigh. “I won’t say it for a third time then.”

  I don’t. In fact, neither of us manage another word for the rest of the night.

  Chapter 2

  I stand in the dark outside Jackson’s house and scheme. On one hand, I am surprised I’ve lasted this long. I’ve been stabbed, shot, tortured. Just about anything that can happen to a man in war, it’s happened to this body. It is a miracle I even open my eyes in the morning. On the other hand, I can’t believe it. Murdered? Really?

  October 3.

  Forty-five weeks from now, I’ll be dead. The old survivor in me searches for the loophole, the clause, and the fine print. He is a weathered bastard and has been damn good at dragging me out of the trenches for the last 56 years. Old habits die hard I guess—just like old dogs.

  Get the kid to replace you, the survivor says as callous as anyone willing to step on the head of a drowning man, if it means getting to the surface faster himself.

  I sink onto the sagging stoop. My worn out boots—a great pair of Bates 922s—crunch dried leaves into powder, while Jackson’s words play on a loop in my head.

>   “Caldwell kills you himself.”

  I fish pieces of fat out from between my teeth with a toothpick and consider this while Jackson sleeps in an old, stained armchair in the living room, the blue TV light and game show voices as good as any lullaby. I’m not such a bastard that I’ll wake her to talk about this. The tryptophan is the only reason she’ll get a few decent hours of sleep tonight. Her relationship with the Sandman is about as shaky as my own, so my questions will have to wait.

  What could I ask anyway? I saw it for myself, my gun pressed to Caldwell’s head.

  That is the clincher really.

  If I can get that close, actually put the old Python to Caldwell’s temple at long last, it would be the closest I’d managed in the ten years I’ve hunted him.

  Ten years. Ten years since Memphis walked into my office and started all this.

  I tilt my head back and look up at the sky. It is clear and I see a few of the brightest stars. My breath comes out hot, rising in white puffs.

  Hell of a night, Thanksgiving, the day to be grateful. And what are you grateful for, you old bastard?

  This beer. I pick up the beer and take another swig.

  That the kid is still alive.

  That I’ve still got 45 weeks, which is better than 45 days.

  And I’ve a chance to finish what I started.

  I pull my leather jacket tighter around me but I am unable to shake the cold. I lean my head way back and finish the beer. Then I go inside and put the empty bottle on the kitchen table beside the three I’ve already drained. I try not to make much noise as I do up the dishes with the pink sponge left by the sink, warming my icy hands in the hot tap.

  When I decide that it is time to hit the road for the night, I peek into the living room one last time.

  Jackson is still asleep in the chair. Her dark face calmer than I’ve ever seen it awake. I pulled the rainbow afghan off the back of the couch and drape it over her. Then, just before the television show fades to credits, I slip out the front door.

  Sitting at the Harding Place and Danby red light, I send a text to Sullivan.

  Happy Thanksgiving, kid.

  Back at ya, boss. Nearby? Ally made ALL THE FOOD.

  Maybe next time kid, already knowing this Thanksgiving will be my last.

  Even dead guys need to eat, she quips. The little shit. But what she means as a joke rings heavy.

  I am dead, by most accounts. It’s been nearly two months since I faked my death. I needed the freedom to go deeper into my hunt and end Caldwell. I just didn’t realize I had a deadline.

  I park the Impala on the topmost hill at Mt. Olivet’s cemetery. It is hidden enough by the large weeping willow above it to protect me from view. No cops checking the grounds with search beams, looking for punk kids, will see me standing over my own grave.

  James T. Brinkley. Veteran and friend.

  I stand there until I can’t feel my face anymore, the icy wind pulling tears from my eyes, my hands cold and stiff again, even in my pockets.

  Where would they bury me the second time, I wonder.

  After all, this grave is full.

  Chapter 3

  Friday, March 21, 2003

  My head throbbed with a hangover. I’d already taken six aspirins and my gut was so full of rot I was starting to think the liver bleeding warnings on the label weren’t for shits and giggles.

  When you walk into the St. Louis FBRD office on Figaro Ave, you’ll immediately see two long rows of desks—some immaculate, without a stray paperclip to be found, others looking more like the floorboard of my car. My own desk was somewhere in between the two extremes.

  While most of the family men in our department were at church functions and family gatherings, heaping food onto paper plates, I spent my Good Friday at my desk, sorting through the case files I planned to follow-up that weekend.

  I had two in particular. The missing girl had a depressingly thin file with only a picture, a few statements, interviews, and no leads. Then I had another file on Rachel Wright, also missing, twenty-four years old with a couple of interesting petty crimes to her credit. She stole a car when she was sixteen, a boat when she was eighteen, and was picked up for indecent exposure at twenty-two. The sooner I found both of these girls, the better.

  If I had simply walked in, grabbed my folders and walked out, my life might have played out differently. If the aspirin bottle had come open on the first try, maybe I never would have met Jesse Sullivan at all—anything to take me away from my desk at that one pivotal moment.

  “This is Mr. Memphis,” Charlie said. He took the bottle from me, opened it with a single twist, and tapped two white pills into my shaking palm.

  Charlie’s eyes were puffy with dark rings beneath them and his chin shaggy with overgrowth. His beard was growing in white, adding to his Nordic appearance: bright blond hair, piercing blue, bird-like eyes, and pale skin that only made those dark circles more noticeable.

  His expression wasn’t friendly, but I wasn’t entirely sure if it was about the hangover or something else. When Charlie heard that I left the service, he begged me to come help him build the FBRD, the Federal Bureau of Regenerative Death. With your MP background you’ll be perfect, he said.

  But when I took the job he’d probably expected me to stay sober.

  “Just Memphis,” the big guy beside Charlie said and extended his hand. I saw the deep line of a farmer’s tan cut across his bicep, the skin beneath almost as white as the shirt. It was strange to see a tan like that in March. We shook. He wore a plain white T-shirt and jeans, the shirt clean with just a hint of yellow in the pits.

  I cracked the aspirin between my teeth. “Brinkley. What can I do for you?”

  “He wants to file a missing persons report,” Charlie said.

  They all want to file missing persons reports, I thought. I worked a couple of years overseas, then came back, and it seemed like everyone and their goddamn mother was missing.

  Charlie walked away without saying another word and I watched him leave with the sense that he still wanted to talk to me, but hadn’t decided what he wanted to say yet.

  “It’s my buddy, Eric,” Memphis said and sat in the empty chair across from me. Memphis didn’t fit so well and was forced to perch at the edge of his seat due to his immense size. He swept his sun bleached hair back with a beefy hand. “He never contacted me when he got out of the camp. He swore he would.”

  “All right. When did you last see him?”

  “January 1, 1998. The day they released me from Jerome.”

  When people started to die, but didn’t have the decency to stay dead, the public panicked. Riots, outrage and chaos ensued. So the government rounded up all the Necronites—those who were believed to be time-bombs—either sleeper cells or the result of some kind of deadly biological warfare—and sent them to detainment camps.

  It wasn’t until science caught up that we realized it was just a neurological disorder, NRD, where brain tissue sends a pulse throughout the body, reactivating its systems and healing itself.

  Most of the missing person cases that crossed my desk were Necronites who’d been sent to the camp but never returned home—the missing girl, Maisie and the young woman, Rachel, were exceptions. Necronites yes, but too young to end up in the camps themselves because the camps closed five years ago. My fear was something worse than a detainment camp had happened to them.

  “Maybe he got home, got busy, and forgot to call,” I offered.

  “No,” Memphis said. His thick brows were overgrown, jutting down toward dark eyes. “That place was hell. He would’ve made sure I was OK.”

  “Maybe he decided he didn’t give a shit about you,” I said. It was a bastard thing to say, but every booming word out of this farmhand’s mouth tore my skull in half.

  Memphis’s jaw tensed. He had an Eddie Thomas kind of face, a sort of smashed-in-with-fists look, and I could tell he was trying to control himself. I had a feeling he didn’t usually hold back.
/>   “Eric is a man of his word,” he said, his gaze steady and jaw finally unclenching. “He promised to check up on me and I promised the same. Something must have happened to make him break that promise.”

  “Why didn’t you file a report sooner?” I asked. “You’ve been released over five years.”

  “I’ve been looking myself.”

  I snorted. “You a cop?”

  “No.” He clasped his hands together. “Just good at finding things.”

  “A search dog then.”

  The giant stood. “If you don’t want to help me, just say so.”

  I nearly broke my neck trying to look up at him. “Relax. I’ll find your guy.” And when he looked unconvinced, I added. “Always do.”

  “That’s what Lieutenant Swanson said.” Memphis sat back down and placed a saucer-sized hand on each of his scuffed knees. “What do you need from me? What can I tell you?”

  I’d heard enough stories about the camps to know it wasn’t the Ritz, complete with room service. “Just tell me whatever you think I need to know about the guy and where he might’ve been going. If I have more questions, I’ll ask. All right?”

  The man rubbed the back of his head. “His name is Eric Sullivan. We were detained at the Jerome center. That’s in Arkansas.”

  “I know it.” I did. Mostly from its WWII history. When they’d moved out the Japanese-Americans, they moved in the German POWs. But it closed in ’44 before reopening in ’80 during the NRD scare, almost twenty years after they put Hoover in the ground.

  My mind wandered away from the history as I realized Memphis was still talking.

  “—picked up in 1996, about a year before Eric. I wasn’t adjusting well. I like to be outside. Been that way my whole life. On the day that Eric came, I hadn’t see the sky for 412 days. You know what he said to me? ”

  My headache had edged away from my eyes a bit. I humored him. “What?”

  “It’s been raining for 413 days. You haven’t missed anything.” Memphis grinned a big good ol’ boy grin. “A man is going through the worst time of his life and just arrived at the gates of Hell and here he was trying to cheer me up. But that’s Eric for you.”

  I must not have looked enthusiastic enough because he added. “It was the first time I’d laughed since I’d got to Jerome. I don’t know, maybe you had to be there to understand.”